I honestly do not know if other writers find difficulty
capturing the depth of certain matters as I do... Some of those matters are
experiences that drained me so much that I was surprised to find that I was
still breathing the next second.
Last year, 2014, was a challenge to me. It was, to date, the
height of satanic attacks upon my life. The Spirit of GOD revealed so much that
the devil had used and was using against me ‘behind closed doors’. Nonetheless,
as with all the other times that the devil attacks me, I learned so much but I
was also tried so much.
“...it is
not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs” (1Corinthians 13:5).
I was tried in the area of love, which includes all those
things such as forgiveness and keeping no record of wrongs. Honoring and
respecting ‘authority’, regardless of what he or she has done to you, was also
top on the list. However, the greatest test was being aware that GOD exists and
loves me regardless of what is happening to me at the time and I am glad to say
that I passed that test by the grace of GOD.
Now, what I was going through and how much ground GOD and I
had covered at some point was so deep that I remember talking to GOD and asking
Him (wondering), ‘how am I ever going to be able to capture all this, LORD? GOD,
this is so intense but it also has so many ‘scenes’. How will I ever testify
about this? What will I say?’ Well, I must say that it did not take GOD long to
respond to all my fears.
Turning the ‘last page of the book’ of those challenges, I
met a friend who had just had a similar experience to mine. Before long, she
asked me write her a poem about the faithfulness of GOD – that was how GOD
addressed my fears about capturing the intensity of that trial. As I prayed
about what I should write, the Holy Spirit reminded me about that experience.
He brought back the emotions I had felt then and a poem (Right There by Zion H.
Mukisa) was birthed.
‘Right There’ is short even though I have written bigger
books and longer poems. Subsequently, it amazes me how GOD took such an intense
and trying experience and summarized it in a very short poem – He took the deep
things and revealed them in a very simple way to me but not too simple to GOD. By
the way, I am not saying that I will not write a book about that time when and
if GOD tells me to but what I am saying is that He used just a few words to
share an extremely intense experience.
This poem has taught me that nothing is that simple in the
eyes of GOD. In fact, even the tiniest dot in any language is important to Him
and that He will use it for His glory.
The beauty of this poem is that GOD used only a few words,
lines if you may, to talk about His faithfulness and to comfort someone out
there by saying that He is right there with you.
Prayer
Dear GOD, sometimes I face trials that leave me gasping for
breath. I know that you allow them to happen and that you use them to teach me
something. However, when I look at the enormity of those challenges, I shy away
at how I will ever be able to capture the intensity. Please forgive me. LORD, I
now know that you are more than able to take the most intense situation and
express it in a way that man considers simple but is not as simple to you.
Thank you for doing so for me. In JESUS’ name, I have prayed, amen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WHwTU5D5yG8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WHwTU5D5yG8
GOD BLESS YOU,
Zion.
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